After a long period of abstenince im back here. Time seems to be frozen not externally but the personal concept of time has almost dissappeared pushing me to a state of emptyness, voidness and as if im floating in water but not feeling anything. Happyness and Sadness is a choice we make that what i read about so many times when finding blogs on spirituality, depression and life so on.. my inability to choose the better option has confused me and left me in a hopeless situation.
Imagine you are in a sad mountain and can see the peak of the happy mountain from far but still choose to stay put ? Is that a spiritual lazyness or chrnoic depression i dont really know.
robbiesingh 